Wing It

  I have been busy writing blogs, in my head, and scribbled on pads. Pieces and pieces of beautiful thoughts, words and deeds have passed through me, and lets see what I can gather together.
    These are all my titles
           Galaxy Snatch and The Lagoon of Mystery-Carrie Fisher
           Pure Precious-southern people
           Jesus is enough, he calls me every morning-little lady I saw on web
           Wing It-some ditty I saw on Pinterest
           I love Joe Biden and President Obama-me!!
These thoughts have run amok inside my brain of advanced years.
    Along with how much I love my friends, and ON TOP of that list, we have a new Baron Boy Baby!! Yes Uma Thurman, has a new baby, Wyatt Heyward Baron. AND he lives near me, my first local grand!! He is just over a week old, and more perfect with each day. ( I am not kidding)
I have been surprised with such JOY, I have been reflective as well. I miss Ward, I want him to know this happiness with us. I remember holding my first grand Adrian, and feeling such love, never wanting to put him down, and telling him our family stories in the early hours, rocking and singing.
  I was holding Wyatt yesterday, and when Hart came back from errands, he said, " Did you put him down?" I smiled, " Absolutely not, we were talking, and singing."
 I thought about my second G-kid, Finn and how I did not hold him as much, probably due to grieving over Ward, who knows? Maybe just the second one, we all were busy with Adrian.
 Life is so Pure and Precious!!
   I miss Carrie Fisher, I miss her wit and brilliant star. Her writing, so raw and uncovered about her mental illness, helped me look at Wards illness, with a little more kindness. Any mental disorders, need to be looked at with respect and kindness, we all have something!!! She made me, laugh at something that is extremely hard to laugh at. Any one that can refer to her lady parts, as Galaxy Snatch and The Lagoon of Mystery, is a friend of mine. Through in some Bi-polar and there is Love overflowing. I will miss her, damn it!! Her mom missed her too, so she checked out, dropped the mike, bye-bye, not living on earth without this joy!!
 On Winging It:
    To be honest,
    I'm just winging it.
    Life, Motherhood,
    My eyeliner!  Don't know who said this, but I think all women feel like this each day, and that is enough. Wisdom for the masses.
   The little 90 year old lady, that thinks that god is calling her to prayer each morning, I saw on TV. Maybe it was the News or Hollywood show? I think they may be one and the same!! She was so loving, said "Jesus is enough" and calls her!! I thought, OK, my prayers need some work. I want him or her to call me!!! I want to feel, what this lady is feeling, " Jesus is enough"
   If you pay attention, all this love, comes to you.
   My president leaves soon, and I will be sad but my thankfulness for having him be in my life for eight years, my cup is full! So, on bending knee, grateful for him and Joe.
   I think that covers most of my thought process, I did read two books, that I would like for you to check out. The Storied Life of A.J FiKry, by Gabrielle Zevin ( thank you Perlotta)
     and Everything We Keep by Kerry Lonsdale. I think they are books for women, but that is for you to decide. Reading Books for Living by Will Schwalbe. I see it as a book for all, amazing. Three books in a row, that are delicious. OH I forgot, I read Carrie FIshers new book, The Princess Diaries also, maybe last week!! If you love Star Wars, you will enjoy, but not like her typical books.

Again, take a minute to write down, all the good, and you will see......Amazing things happen

I did notice many capital letters in the middle of words, and all over the place!! It makes me happy, just WING IT!